Smiles Unlimited Universal Clown Ministry

Ski changed my life..I was dead and he was a care taker and gave me life..

I was a frail woman who had been abused ( devastating) I was afraid to talk, afraid to be around s..

A counselor said I should go to a clown class..

I said I can't be a clown I am not funny and I am afraid of people...

But I did go to Skis clown class...

My knees were shaking and I was petrified of Ski.

On the 4 th week we had to do a show in tell of how you helped someone..

Well I used to put this plastic mask on my face and go into nursing homes and give away flowers..( that would be good I thought)

Wrong..Ski took the mask, stepped on it in front of everyone and said " Its people like you that ruin it for the real clowns"

Well I went home to the dungeon where I lived and cried and said I am not going back...

But the spirit of the Lord said go back and I did...

We were working on a name, a character to who we were to become....

I was so lost I did not know who I was, or if I was capable of becoming anyone..

I was told in my marriage I was stupid ( so I Must be)

My thoughts were negative and full of despair as I watched my other clown friends resolve into beauty..

The lord gave me the name of lol I ( love others like the Lord inspires)

Ski came into the room that night as he was criticizing us all ( I was frozen with fear)

I put my nose on, my voice changed and I said to daddy Ski " Hi Honey I think your my boyfriend and than I squirted him in the face with my watch..

He was astounded and said whose that where did she come from" ha ha

That was the birth of lolli..

Ski took me into his arms and cried with me...

He was rough with me, gave me a hard time ( or so I thought) but Ski made me a good clown..

That same year I became a state clown..what an honor.. a lifeline sent to a broken down person that was almost dead..

Lolli got me out of an abusive marriage ( with my mouth)

I was shy as Linda but I was wild when I was lolli...

Ski was a friend, a mentor, a daddy and he was a life giver as he gave me back my life..

I have many stories in my heart of the times and memories that ski and I shared...

When My husband bo jangles was dying on his death bed...he said I saw ski he was in heaven when the lord took me there..

Clarence ( bo jangles) had a close relationship with ski...

Three days later I heard that ski had died...

I know that both my men are in the streets of gold handing out miles and miles of smiles...

Ski a man who touched so many people and I thank god for ski serving me, loving me and giving me life

Love forever in thoughts, prayers and clownin around

Lolli

psalm 37;4